can you post an update? and say " I was wrong! this isn't my last post after all..." ;) whether you believe you can or you believe you can't you will probably be right, but either way you still get to choose. I know what I would choose for you :)

tell him yourself?

You are very brave to post this! ...use your courage for healing.

I was in a school nativity play too :) but not baby Jesus! Problems hide our Gifts and represent symptoms of fear, they are proportional to the size of our Purpose in Life ...you must have a Great Purpose!

keep giving Matt, while you still have Awareness, while you still have an ounch of breath GIVE! Giving opens the door to receiving and your willingness to heal will let healing be done for you. LIFE is the direction you are heading in IT'S A CHOICE forgiveness is the giving forth of yourself... all that we give can never be lost, :)

Hi Matt, I had a friend who made a full recovery from an inoperable brain tumour...she embarked on a healing path, set her goals and REALLY wanted to get better. She had to change her mind about alot of her beliefs though, she CHOSE life, asked for Heaven's Help and let healing be done for her. It is a long term commitment to be here for the duration, whatever that takes, the doctor is not God ...change your T-shirt for God's sake!

Remember, This IS serious and you must act fast!

Are you receiving Chemo or Radiation?? If not - get into a clinical trial! ALL IS NOT LOST!! go to: clinicaltrials. org ALWAYS GET A 2ND OPINION!!! Contact: Henry S. Friedman, MD Duke University Medical Center 047 Baker House, Trent Drive DUMC Box 3624 Durham, NC 27710 Tel: (919) 684-5301 Fax: (919) 681-1697 Email: fried003 @ mc.duke. edu Please Email him!!! He will most often do a free 2nd opinion consultation. Have HOPE!

if your not joking my god dont worry dont listen to the doctors they always put a time on things i like to think the stronger you are mentally because your brain does control everything you can mentally overcome your body will too i know your a fighter and i think youll be fine much love matthew -josh

I'm so sorry, Matthew. Thank you for sharing this. It's too easy to forget that time is truly precious.

Tell the Devil i said hello.

im sorry ur dieing it was so great to have known u, we will all miss u so very much, why does this have to happen to the good guys ?? always us, i cant believe it, i caaaannnnnt believe it, i love uuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu!!!!!!!! bye my friend ira will be glad